“Suicide” song by Rihanna

Everywhere is still
Everything is restless in my heart
I hate the way this feels
Suddenly i'm scared to be apart
The days are dark when you're not around
The air is getting hard to breathe
I wish that you would just put me down
I wish that i could go to sleep

Loving you is suicide
I don't know should go or should i stay
I'm tryna to keep myself alive
Knowing there's a chance it's all too late
But i heard you say you love me
That's the part i can't forget
And i wish that you come save me
Cos i'm standing over the edge

I should let you go
Tell myself the things i need to hear
But my brain is why you're wrong
That's why i'm loving you when you're not here
Feels like i drown in your every word
And every breath that's in between
Somehow you got me where it really hurts
It's killing every part of me

Loving you is suicide
I don't know should go or should i stay
I'm tryna to keep myself alive
Knowing there's a chance it's all too late
But i heard you say you love me
That's the part i can't forget
And i wish that you come save me
Boy cos i'm standing over the edge

Loving you is suicide
And my world's about to break
And i... had as much as i can take
And love is a long way down

Loving you is suicide
And it's getting harder everyday
I'm tryna to keep myself alive
Knowing there's a chance it's all too late
And i'm way past every moment
But i'm still determined to fight
And i know it's taking all my strength
To give emotions alive
Loving you is suicide